The longest journey that a man must take is the eighteen inches between his head to his heart ~ Mother Teresa
By being in this Matrix we are connected with our brains to this Matrix. And because of the conditioning from birth most of us use a small percentage of the left brain instead of 100% (combination of left and right). We keep running in circles if we don’t look within and ‘think’ we understand everything and have a clear vision of the world we live in. How do we know we only use a small percentage of our brain and not 100% ? We only know the moment we wake up and use the full capacity of the brain. It’s like someone having poor eyesight, but still believes to see 100%. They don’t know what they don’t see.
Because we are living in the end days of duality it’s funny to notice people contradict themselves in the same sentence. And of course in this world of duality one thing can be true and the opposite thing can be true at the same time. That’s why we have a left and a right brain. We can keep on thinking, but because of the fact opposite things can be true at the same time we will never have a final answer. That’s why Einstein said:
As long as we stay in this world of duality, individually or collectively,
we will never progress.
It’s like running in a hamster wheel, or like Eckhart Tolle says: like put our foot on the accelerator without shifting gear. We get very tired and thinking we are going ‘somewhere’, but by looking better we don’t progress at all. We only get tired. And the engine will fail in the end.
So what is the solution ? Let me think about that ;). According to Einstein we have to go beyond thinking and by looking at the quote of Mother Teresa we go from the mind to the heart. And it’s literally not a long journey, but freeing ourselves of endless thinking isn’t easy. But the heart really ‘knows’. And that’s called intuïtion. That’s why most of the time there is a difference between thinking and feeling. We have learned a lot of things (conditioning) and so by using our minds we ‘think’ that’s the best way, but most of the time our hearts don’t agree. This is a time where we can let go of the endless thinking and trust our heart / intuïtion.
We also have entered the age of Aquarius and have left the age of Pisces behind. During the age of Pisces there was a lot of competition and that’s why the two pisces standing opposite eachother in the sign. Like the two parts of the brain fighting eachother and so there will never be balance, but only confusion. The age of Aquarius is already here and there is only one man to see in the sign: the water bearer.
And the archetypal water refers to feelings and emotions. We can endlessly think about the past and the future, but they are only thoughts in our minds. We can regret things we have done in the past and at the same time worry about the future, but it’s better to look at our emotions and feelings in the now, without looking the other way. We can heal ourselves by letting our feelings / emotions be there and face them so they will dissapear. It’s like trying to put balls under water and it will cost you a lot of energy. And in the end you have to let go of the balls and they will naturally free themselves. So why not face them right now and being in control instead of waiting for the bom to explode.
But it’s a process we all have to go through ourselves and we can’t save the world or change other people. That’s why Gandhi said:
It feels like being selfish, but that’s part of conditioning too. If we all work on ourselves we don’t have to put others down to feel good about ourselves. Putting others down is something of the ego and is a temporarily solution. Something of the old world. If we keep projecting our stuff we still have to work on, we only make things worse in the long run.
We still have brains and we don’t have to get rid of the ego. But instead of the brains / ego running our lives we have to be in control of our minds / ego. Otherwise life will be one damn thing after another as Churchill said. We have to rise above and literally we have to go down, from the mind to the heart.
What do you think ?
A nice video about breaking free featuring Bashar, Abraham Hicks and Dr. Wayne Dyer. Bashar: “They have taught us what’s on top is the best, instead of what’s in the center”
From oraclereport.com “Soul families will be working together, connecting at higher levels to accomplish missions and intentions. This will also serve to keep the fabric of humanity grounded and our tensility (our capacity to be stretched or drawn out) strong.”
Van het album “Wakker in een vreemde wereld”
Huub van der Lubbe, ook wakker in een vreemde wereld ?
“je moet je het schompes werken
en je doet het maar waarvoor?”
“bommen voor de vrede
leugens om het geld
en wij moeten betalen
ook al had je niks besteld
waar halen ze de lef
en de gore moed vandaan”
“dit is de grote vrijheid
je mag zeggen wat je denkt
niet dat het iets uitmaakt
met hoeveel je ook bent
ze doen toch wat ze willen
al moet de hele boel vergaan”
The most famous philosophers of ancient times move within an imposing Renaissance architecture. One of the most famous frescoes of Italian artist Raphael.
The School of Athens represents the TRUTH acquired through reason.
In the middle of the fresco Plato with his pupil Artistotle. Both holding modern copies of their books in their left hands, while gesturing with their right. Plato pointing upwards, a symbol of his claim that ultimate reality lies beyond what we experience. And Aristotle teaching with his extended hand in an elegant horizontal gesture, because he thought that the ordinary emperical world is ‘more real’.
Visiting Rome right now. Maybe drink a cup of coffee with the pope 😉
For a long time I was interested in Ayahuasca and other psychedelics and I ended up on a website www.degewijdereis.nl (www.thesacredvoyage.com) where they work with Ayahuasca, Iboga & Peyote etc. So it all started long time ago where Mother Ayahuasca was calling me 😉
On the Dutch website you can see the location, the accompaniers,
and a lot of other information. As I wrote they not only work with Ayahuasca,
but I want to write about Ayahuasca right now.
You can read the feedback of voyagers on the website http://thesacredvoyage.com/Ayahuasca/
Part of my feedback also on the website (Martijn) and the other voyagers of the weekend. One of the voyagers wrote on our secret Facebook page:
“I have to say that ayahuasca has really helped me become a lot less self-critical and judgemental, self-esteem is much better too. Having struggled with social anxiety all my life and despite getting therapy such as hypnotherapy etc, and doing things in my own life to improve my situation, it is ayahuasca that has helped me be who I really am. It’s like a miracle :)”
So now I understand those psychedelics are illegal … If people can heal themselves with help of Mother Nature ‘they’ have to ban those things so they can make money out of us till we die with all the chemical pills they subscribe. I use the word psychedelics instead of drugs, because drugs is most of the time associated with negative experiences, side effects and addiction. Ayahuasca and other psychedelics are totally different. There is a short video explaining how psychedelics alter our brains and so new connections are made. That’s why we stop going in circles :
[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P7BIFlvFZeU]
It started with looking at Ayahuasca and visiting their website, but I was really getting excited at the moment I really decided to go and the moment I paid for the weekend.
Most important of all, Ayahuasca is not just a trip to escape life and escape the problems you have. It’s exactly the other way around. Mother Ayahuasca let you see what you are doing wrong in your life and how you can change things for the better. You relive a lot of moments in your life and so you are able to learn from and still release stucked emotions. A lot of teens try these psychedelics too, but because they don’t have the proper preparations and guidance they end can up in a bad trip and try to get out of it. It’s important not to fight the things mother Ayahuasca shows you. Another voyager of the weekend told about a friend sawing a snake over and over again during voyage until he dared to jump into the mouth of the snake and he wasn’t afraid anymore. Another important thing is the intention you have. What do you wanna learn. Teens just want a trip and escape life, but it’s important to have an intention in advance so things will shown to you during voyage. Mother Ayahuasca gives you exactly what you need.
The ceremonial room where it all happened.
In the meantime they are revamping the room, so it’s a lot bigger right now.
It all started with a good preparation and so fasting is part of it. It’s very important to be as clean as possible, because Ayahuasca cleans all the cells in our body and throwing up and diarrhea can be part of the voyage. There is also food which doesn’t combine with MAO inhibitor in the Ayahuasca so you better not eat them the days before the voyage.
Part of preparation for us was also reading books. The sacred voyage (e-book) http://thesacredvoyage.com/home/files/sacred_voyage_report.pdf and the book (Dutch) “De Heldenreis”. Both books written by Lars Faber, one of the founders together with Tanja.
A lot of information in the books to understand where it’s really all about. Difficult to explain everything right now, but it’s all about the innerchild we have put in a prison during childhood because we adapted ourselves to society, parents, schoolsystem etc. We had to become so-called adults and so a lot of adults think they are much smarter than children. Of course it’s most of the time the other way around. WE can learn a lot from our children, especially the newborn ones the times we live in. Most adults see children as humans who have to learn everything, because they enter this world empty headed. But they forget we all have lived many lifes and so we reïncarnate (become flesh=carne again). Of course we have to learn a lot of things like walking, bicycling, writing, calculating etc.. Just to function out here on Earth. But we are much more than just body and brains. We are spiritis having a human experience. And by adapting to the Matrix we lose connection with who we really are. We make the connection with our ‘right’ brain, the creative side. And because of school, tel lie vision, other people around us we create our own prison. A prison for the mind (Morpheus in the Matrix ;))
During the voyage and after is was very clear for me the Matrix we live in is a very strong one and so now I can understand a lot people don’t have a clue if I try to explain we live in a Matrix and we can free ourselves. As Einstein said: “Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.” So by coming back from the voyage it looks like the connection is lost, but that’s not true of course! There are also a lot of agents Smith as in the trilogy ‘The Matrix’ who want you put back in the prison, without them being aware of that. We, as being like Neo, have to stand in our own Power to prevent losing ourselves in the Matrix again. The trick is keep standing in your own power in the chaotic world we live in these days. That’s why it’s important to rest a lot and to have some space for yourself. Meditation, doing Yoga, walking in nature.
I have also bought two other books of Lars: “Matrix Guerilla” en “Leefs Groots.NU”
Matrix Guerilla was a great book. It’s a Dutch one like Leef Groots.NU. A big trap for me I wanted to be like Eckhart Tolle after waking up. So I still wanted to be someone else and I was trying to achieve something (future). I have learned a lot from Eckhart Tolle, but I am who I am right now and I can accept everything as it is right now. Remembering who we really are and following our own path.
And the path is never clear,
because the only certainty we have that there is no certainty in life:
As I wrote it wasn’t just drinking Ayahuasca and making trip. Saturday we started with Holotropic Breathwork to release stucked emotions in the body. I know because of my awakening there is are a lot of stucked emotions like anger, sadness and frustration.
I released a lot those emotions during weekend after a long time. Holotropic Breathwork does work. There was loud music in combination with the accompaniers beating drums and we wearing blindfolds so we had our own party 😉
In the afternoon we did Heartdancing, because that’s the Passion of Tanja. Getting out of our comfort zone, because that’s where the magic happens ;).
‘Coïncidentally’ I have met someone who was very glad meeting me, because finally there was someone who knew about David Icke, Alex Jones and all of the website and videos about the real world we live in. He was very emotional because of his hard lessons in his life and so even his heart hurted. After his voyage he was reborn like a Phoenix and he can enjoy life again. We had a lot in common and we also had more or less the same voyage. We both understood we have to go beyond the world of duality. By thinking with the brains (left and right) we always end up with paradoxes and so we have to make a connection with the heart. We have to live our lives by heart, intuïtion instead of using our limited brains all the time.
So it wasn’t just the voyage itself, but also preparation, the whole weekend and especially the people I have met. There were people from Ireland, England, Denmark, Germany and of course from the Netherlands. As I said we have our own Facebook group and so we can share our experiences in our new lives.
I am also part of in5d.net, where like-minded people from all over the world meet eachother. Before my Ayahuasca weekend I have met someone from Dubai and after the weekend I started talking about my weekend without her asking anything. She responded with a message that she has asked the Universe to know more about Ayahuasca and it was so cool I started talking about it. She was planning to visit Peru / Amazone, but now she will visit Gasselte 🙂
I said I wouldn’t talk about other psychedelics, but I want to share with you an experience of another voyager of the weekend, who used Iboga before. He said he used to drink Coca-Cola all day long, but during that voyage he saw himself taking Coca-Cola and becoming thirsty again and drinking Coca-Cola again etc. After that voyage he only drinks water! They say Iboga resets the brain cells. He also was suffering from Tinnitus and after voyage didn’t anymore.
There is a lot to find about the technical details of Ayahuasca on the internet. They call it “the climbing plant of the Soul”.
It’s a combination of DMT and MAO-inhibitor. Because of the combination we go beyond thinking with our limited brains, where we have a strong connection with the Matrix and so we are able to experience who we really are as a soul.
Another article about Ayahuasca if you want to know more about it:
http://www.collective-evolution.com/2013/03/07/ayahuasca-a-new-approach-to-western-medicine/
Of course there are people in the world abusing the popularity of Ayahuasca and other psychedelics. That’s not the case in Gasselte.
I have to tell a lot more, but if you want to know more you can always contact me.
I have had my personal voyage and I don’t want to share with the whole world. One thing I have learned from my voyage. David Icke is absolutely right with the title of his book:
Tom is right about the fact we want support of others,
but as he said we nog longer need meet the standards of others (mantra below)
Mantra:
These days I’m feeling like I want to yell!
Break free, strike out, completely rebel!
I no longer need meet the standards of others,
But get with the beat of my own Inner Drummer.
A nice song belonging to the times we live in
and it completes Tom’s report
Emeli Sandé – Read all about it
“If the truth has been forbidden
then we’re breaking all the rules”
We Are Change UK interviewing BBC presentor Phil Hayton about WTC building number 7 (Salomon building). You can see in the video they told the public building 7 had already collapsed, while you can see the building 7 still standing. So a little mistake in the script, because they were 23 minutes to early.
By the way, the 47-story high-rise not hit by an airplane, exhibited all the characteristics of classic controlled demolition with explosives. The building collapsed at FREE-FALL speed!
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